Momentary Hesitation

This morning, after talking to a good friend about life, the future, and the day to day perks and detriments of life in Vernal, I was momentarily convinced that I was possibly making a giant mistake in uprooting my life and moving halfway across the country.

Then, I remembered why I had made this decision. It wasn't to run away. It wasn't because someone told me to. No, I made this decision because of the adventure, the intrigue and the possibilities that New Orleans has waiting for me. You see, that city and I have a lot in common. We are both trying to rebuild and renew ourselves. We both have a vibrant personality and lots to offer to the world and don't necessarily get the recognition we deserve. We are misunderstood by many and the few that understand and appreciate us for who we are love us for that. We have our flaws, sure, but that is just the reality of the world.

After a long day of soul searching and second guessing, I've renewed my determination to make this move and make it work. If I can do that, then all the little things will work themselves out. Or I'll just force them to. :)